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Showing posts with label Flax. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Flax. Show all posts

Monday, 15 March 2010

New Moon Reading

Using Eowyn's new moon spread again, because it will be interesting to see the difference a turn of a lunar wheel brings to life!


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1.- What lays on your dark depths. What is unseen. What we stumble against in the dark nights. Burdock
This being a card I dont draw very often I have to think about its symbolism to me..
Hmmm I did wonder if I was going to be 'alone' on my path for a while, but it seems I keep being drawn to attachments. People keep reminding me that I am loved, want to spend time and sacred time with me. Its fabulous! When you think your all alone in the wood you realise all the attachments you have, the people that love you no matter where you float off to in life.
And its so easy to forget that. Of course its imporant to keep an eye on who we have in our lives, unnecessary and draining attachments are not good.. but love is love!

2.- What will begin to show, to arise. The Banes
The full moon in this card really says to me that this will happen close to the moon. Yet I admit I am stumped on this card and this reading. From Burdock which was so positive, Banes seem somewhat negative. Ive drawn a clarifier and got Fern so this is saying its something out of the blue, its a shock to the system... a surprise...
I dont tend to like surprises LOL.

3.- What will illuminate the dark path. The key in the night.Flax
Well, whatever the unexpected will be, it will be something that can be worked to create something of beauty, like the humble flaxplant that becomes linen, which becomes the shirt on your back etc. Hmm ok beauty is not the word but beauty in its simplicity, its earthiness.

Its like the attachments in Burdock are reflected in the Flax as a web of love, of deep connections. Ones that arent easy to break. I have these in my life but to think I will be blessed with more in life is wonderous!

0.- Yourself. Shadow card, from the base of the deck.Comfrey,Rx Was surprised to see it Reversed because I dont usually have reversed cards in the pack. In the book it mentions about being loved yet not consumed in love, of finding my-self, in all the interconnectedness.

With going back to school today I have wondered if I will have all the time for all the things I want to do this year. Camps, meet ups with friends etc, tarot work, spiritual work etc. So I feel that sometimes its about balance, of being bloody elusive and not commiting completely to one or two things or ideas to make room for the things that are steadfast in my life.

Hmmmm... ya know, sometimes these plants just dont 'give' a lot in readings.

I think Im having a realisation here with this humble deck that my PDR experience with it may be coming to a close... wow, is this my attachment? My blot out of the blue? My connection and that to love something sometimes you need to give it freedom...

Wow - I am going to end my DPO PDR. It has been a very deeply healing process, a great deck of reflection, but ya know, I think its time to move on, and its a process that has been happening although I didnt want to admit it aloud, as I have been playing more with other decks like the DM and the TT.
But I love this deck. I love the healing, the insight and power it has! Although its not my primary deck, I will keep using it when I need to draw on its magic in my life. And I'll keep doing my Elemental herbs when I feel drawn to.


Wow.. Stir the cauldron of the Goddess in her Darkness and awen spits out... inspiration that changes and brings chaos and in that awareness. Eyes WIDE open.

I feel sad.. but its not farewell, merely adeiu.

Friday, 12 March 2010

Elemental Herbs - Fire




This my next installment of plants and the elements :D If you want to see what I think of plants and the element of air click here.

So, Fire, suit of wands, the phallic wand of the magical weaponry. Fire is an element that is often seen to us a gift, or a skill stolen from the Gods. Whilst Air is given anyways, Fire is something that needs skill to obtain like in the stories of Prometheus or about the Grandmother Spider. Its like our DNA can remember a time before fire, that mystery, that fear within us of being without it. Fire is the wildness, the deep instinct within us, and these stories reflect how we have tamed and domesticated ourselves for without the ability to create and control fire we will lack heatsources independent from the Sun, the ability to cook things, to take charge of our environment. There is the fire and heat of war, of blood boiling in anger and rage, the passion to control a land, a country, a region - the Emperor complex! Yet it is also the hearthfire, the heart of the tribe that gather around a fire and share stories and songs, sacred time together. Its can be a sacred fire that we burn old habits on like at Samhain, or a quickening fire of Beltane that gets the energy up the root chakra as we jump over the fires.Fire is of sex, lust, fertility, virility and passion - the Phallic God!

Fire is also consuming. Many people associate Fire with Swords rather than wands, because to them it makes no sense that the weapon of Fire would be consumed by it. But Fire and wands work for me. Yes it can be consumed, but prepared in the proper way a wand can be a torch, a light bearer, bringing light into the darkness. Plus, a wand is more phallic like than a sword (unless you have a small and pointy penis, but moving swifty on!).

Fire is energy, that tiny spark from chipped flints can bring the biggest fire you ever see. A small cigerette can spark a forest fire, or the fires that were burning on Bodmin Moor the other day. It brings life, it burns to revitalise the land so new things can grow like a Phoenix from the flames.

So here are the DPO plants that are traditionally associated with Fire
Betony There is alot about this plant and expressing your fiery nature. We need to express how we feel, passionately sometimes, to be able to let the fire burn into a rage and then burn itself out. Its like that feeling when you need to shout to just get it off your chest. If you repress this desire then the fire will smoulder within you and will eat you up, you are in effect burning yourself. Or even worse, like a burning ember smouldering into your personality, into your relationships and can be very destructive. Betony reminds us that conflict is important for your souls, but so is conflict resolution too, the 'making up' bit ;)
It has a lot of healing properties, like an 'all-heal' but perhaps it works on going to war with the illness/bateria/infection, strengthing our ability to fight off the nasty in our bodies.
And I imagine a very powerful plant to use for negative energies that need a real kick up the arse to bugger off!

Flax
At first thought I struggled to associate Flax with Fire. As someone who is a bit of a spinner and knitter and understand the processes involved with creating linen from flax, I thought hmmmm. Then I thought about me harvesting the flax, getting the fibres from the plant and then spinning it, and weaving it into cloth.. ARGH. It would feel like waging war on my poor spindles or spinning wheel! LOL The amount of energy, of determination, of skill needed for that whole process - I do not have it thats for sure! Yet it created a cloth that was lightweight, durable, strong and verstile, so I can understand why the ancients would have perserved. And they did from across the world, ancient egypt, to Babylon, the celtic and germanic lands and not to mention the times of Abraham and Moses for its even in the Bible! Like the need to create fire, humanity has always felt the need to use flax for cloth. So there is the connectedness of our spirits as humans, DNA in our cells that hold this mystery deep within its structure, but also of perserving, of driving force to tame the flax plant into something productive.

Garlic
I always think of vampires when I think of Garlic, be it Ramsons or Wild Garlic as the DPO card shows, or the stronger garlic bulbs in the dodgy vampire films LOL. Garlic's strong smell can be something very delicate on a springs day but in the deep wood on a hot summers day the smell can be strong and even too strong for people to take. Me, I love it!
Garlic is about power, power to preserve and protect what is yours, and in the vampire myths it was the most effective defence against those fanged creatures who wanted to drink your blood and own your soul. And what is more precious than your own divine spark within you? Its like the blood was just a way of sucking your soul from your body. Of course, its attractive to dabble in the darkside and be consumed by it, but its harder to fight, to resist temptation.
Like Betony it seems, its a power plant to be rid of negative energies or energies that seek to cause you harm. For even in Islmaic lore, garlic was said to spring from the footprints of Satan, like the land fighting off that contact with evil and cleansing it.
Because of its strong defensive and fighting energies, its a great preventative plant or supplement to our health. It is also good to take when you do feel under the weather to give your body a boost to fight off infections.
And of all, this is the Spear (gar) Plant (lic or leek), well, so says the DPO and the Herbcraft books ;)

Juniper
Theres a lot about this plant I associate with Air - but traditionally its about Fire so lets go with it :)
There is an essence of the 'phoenix from the flames' element to this card. Before we can fully live a new phase sometimes we need to really cut ties to the old one, and be ready to take flight, free and easy to fly.
Cunningham says that juniper has been used magically to increase male potency, as well as forcefully driving away nasty spirits.
Also, I think sometimes because of its ability to be active in the pursuit of justice and truth, Juniper is seen as more fiery - like it would do what needs to be done the end justifying the means, whilst if it was Air it would only seek to obtain truth and justice with more ethical methods.

Madder
Who could deny the deep red dye that comes from Madder as a plant of fire! The dye can even stain bones (when injested) as well as cloth. It is a plant of coming of age, of the quickening of the Root chakra, of instinct and of that transition from child to adult, and again from adult to elder. Its amazing that our bodies can withstand the activity of all those hormones on our bodies to bring us into maturity. Amazing stuff!
And so when rites of passage it also reflects strength and passion - because in rites of passage we are often challenged and fight adversity. This is where boys and girls become warriors in life and ready to use that spirit when necessary.
Madder can often reflect when we grow madder and madder in anger that we feel that we are going to explode. And if you remember my Madder Moon over the christmas/yule festive period. We love our families, but they can drive us to insanity and all in the name of that rite of passage of christmas and new year LOL.


Mandrake
Like moths to a flame, the mandrake attracts all your desires to you. Whether its fertility and children, gold, pain relief, healing etc the Mandrake will amplify your own energy into wishing for it and so often you get what you wish for! There are hidden desires in this plant, and sometimes we are led and then consumed by our desires like Midas was who wished to turn everything he touched into gold.
Sometimes our desires can be empty, like winning the lottery.

Nettle
Ah, Nettle, who can doubt its stinging leaves with fire? That feeling of the irritation on the skin, the scratching, the heat and blisters of the sting on the skin. But thats part of its beauty! Its a plant of quickening, of attack being the best from of defence because you'll think twice before you go and jump into a Nettle bed.
Theres a really fab poem about Nettles that I learnt as a kid..

Nettles by Vernon Scannell
My son aged three fell in the nettle bed.
'Bed' seemed a curious name for those green spears,
That regiment of spite behind the shed:
It was no place for rest. With sobs and tears
The boy came seeking comfort and I saw
White blisters beaded on his tender skin.
We soothed him till his pain was not so raw.
At last he offered us a watery grin,
And then I took my billhook, honed the blade
And went outside and slashed in fury with it
Till not a nettle in that fierce parade
Stood upright any more. And then I lit
A funeral pyre to burn the fallen dead,
But in two weeks the busy sun and rain
Had called up tall recruits behind the shed:
My son would often feel sharp wounds again.


Think that says its all :D


Other plants associated with Fire are..
Angelica - It is a plant that has strong associations with St Michael or rather the archangel Michael. In lore its a good 'counterbane' and seen to be a good aphrodisiac. Magically it has very strong connections to the Sun, to the curative effects of sunshine and banishing the darkness that ills you. A must for any fire incense or offerings at Summer Solstice and Beltane.

Basil a plant of the dead in the hope of resurrection (not just physical, such as safe passage through and after an initiation), that old Phoenix from the Flames energy again! Its a powerful herb of attraction, be it love, wealth etc. Its associated with Lughnasadh

Cinnamon naturally Cinnamon is about Fire and the Sun. I once learnt a story from a storyteller about an endless winter until a boy stole the precious cinnamon cakes from the evil witch and fed them to the dragon, and then Sun returned to the land! A tasty wee dance on the tastebuds is cinnamon. Magically used to raise energies and sexual energy, but not in an overpowering and consuming way.

Copal to be honest,all I know about this plant is from Cunninghams greenie book, that it is for love and purification.This site suggests burning copal releases energy that is all colours of the spectrum like a sunrise on a misty morning showing the rainbow. So I can see it being a resin to quicken all the chakras and let the Serpent rise!

Dragons Blood - if you need to add magical dynamite to your incense or herb pouches then add dragons blood. Its expensive as it only grows in East Indian Islands so its a very exotic plant energy. Its energy can be so strong it can help seperate the spirit from the self for astral projection and shape shifting. The only time I've added it into incense it caused peace and quiet to descend on my house, which is one of its magical propertites outlined in Cunninghams greenie.

Fennel for courage, stamina and beauty/physical attraction and adds energy to your lifeforce, and its said to increase your life expectancy!

Mullein a plant that was used as a portable torch by the romans and used as a candle in the Middle Ages, so obviously this plant was going to be associated with Fire. So it is a plant that shines the light on the truth, helps work out a mystery as well as adding courage to the mix. This dispelling darkness energy is probably why its good at preventing nightmares.

St John's Wort A plant of the summer solstice, for it said to be best harvested on St Johns Day, 25th June (those Christians liked their 25ths around the solstices eh?;). It yellow flowers are like sunshine. Its a powerful herb when dealing with depression as it will help you find a torch to light your way through the darkness. I also associate this plant with sexual potency and fertility for its one of a few plants that will negate the contraceptive pill.

Sunflower- How could I not include the glorious sunflower? Its flowers are great for the bees to produce honey, that amber nectar of the sun itself. Use it magically to radiant and grow to reach your own potential, a plant that I associate with Lammas, as well as the Summer Solstice.

Pennyroyal like Betony its a plant of expressing your passions, be it rather strongly against someone, and also the making up. Its the hammer of the forge to intensely hate and break down, and then to intensely remake and form better than ever. Pennyroyal strengthens resolve and also tummy upsets (tummy linked to the solar plexus?)

And Fire in the Ogham
Luis, Rowan - Its gorgeous red berries and sticky red sap are very much of fire. If Birch/Beith is the spark, then Luis is the moment when the flame catches its fuel and gets a roaring fire going, as if by magic. Its a plant of growing energy and reaching your potential via an adventurous spirit. I sometimes think of the Magician when I think of Luis, someone who is mad enough to try the effects of growing inbetween stones and on the edges of cliffs, roots clinging to stone.. its as though the tree exists on magic! Its mysterious and had a strength and determination of will like no other, to battle against adversity and win hands down.

Nuin, Ash - A tree of the spear and the arrow, for the some of the best bows were made from Ash (some welsh accounts suggest that Yew is the best tree for the bow as bows present a rain of death). There is strength of will, of the warrior spirit and defending what is important to you to the death. Ash is also linked to the World Tree in Norse mythology, and so is connected to our own part of the Divine Spirit, for the macrocosm is the microcosm, within is without.

uHathe, Hawthorn - Another tree of powerful red berries. Its blossom is the 'May Blossom' and to many it is the coming of the Mayflower that is the true indicator of the Beltane festival, not May 1st. Its a tree of sexuality and sensuality, of love and lust woven together. Its a tree that also has a fighting spirit, that if the God is to become mate to the Goddess he has to earn that prize and be prepared to woe and tantalise her libido first. Nothing is given that is not earned is part of Hawthorns magic.
Also, to me Hawthorne is about powerful blood ties of family. If you want to defend a sibling or relative then call on Hawthorn to aid you.

Duir, Oak - The All father tree, the king of Summer Solstice that loses his reign to Tinne, Holly and its hard to look at one tree without looking at the other. They are both great woods for the tribal fires, Oak will burn long into the night and Holly will produce a fire that is hot with burning embers. They are both trees of the Sun, of generousity of the sun's rays to make the crops grow, but also to keep us safe and our Spirits up during the dark half of the year. Yet both have fierce tempers, for Oak calls on Lightening and Holly brings on snow and ice that the Queen of Narnia would be jealous of! Both trees are of hearth and home and the Male Mysteries (which I am told are mysterious to the men!).

Onn, Gorse - What can bring a smile to your face more than gorgeous yellow Gorse blossom on what seems to be a bleak and dismal moor or highland. It has the ability to beat the blues like St Johns Wort. It has powerful abilities of attraction, like bees to the flowers, but be careful what you wish for for there are sharp spines on those bushes!

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

Lady of the Hunt spread

Someone on AT mentioned doing the Lady of the Hunt spread from Tarot for all Seasons (Christine Jette, who by the way I think is a brilliant tarot author so you dear reader should go and buy her books!) and it inspired me to do the same.
I feel theres a new phase, a new energy thats around me that wants me/needs me. Of course I have no idea what this is, so Im hoping to find out more about this new energy! And as darkness falls outside and the moon is rising, that Bent slither shining brightly with Orion keeping Her company, now is the time to do it :)

Forgive the spread lay out not looking very rounded-cresent-ish, but its hard to do a semi-circle in numbers and dashes LOL.

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And card 7 is the base card.

Card 1 - This begins the new phase (what brought you here, what you have already prepared thats important now). Flax Ux
I love this card, Im a spinner both spindles and on a wheel. It was also a meditation that a friend ran years ago that got me into herbs and plants. We walked through her garden and randomly picked a plant that we feel a connection to. Without knowing what it is we then went on a meditation to connect with that plant. I later found out mine was Flax (thinking it was Vervain and obviously failed miserably in my ovate herbal 101 LOL).
So, Flax to me speaks of that moment, of really connecting with the plants. And this connection to the deck, to the outside world and the wild plant kingdom.
The book talks about communing with spirit, feeling part of the web of wyrd and just feeling connected to the universe. And I do feel that now. When I started this blog as part of the PDR (Primary deck reflections) project from the Aeclectic tarot website, I was very honest about it all. I didnt know how much I was able to commit to it, how long I'd be able to do it for etc. I didnt even know what I'd talk about! But I've been inspired. Going to the OBOD gathering last solstice really ignited a flame in me that had been fading and then that spark caught with all this food for thought from the DPO. This blog has been that little change/tweak I needed to get my focus and feel the magic.
And I feel so much more connected to my druidry, my healing path, my tarotoholic and seeing path. Flax shows how all parts of me are weaving together (think back to Betony on my lack of facebook page reading!). Definitely got the right 'head' on now :)

Card 2 - This shapes the new phase (outside influences, events and people)Borage Ux
Ah that old friend :) The warrior part of me has been creeping in again. I dont think I need any borage tea to get myself feeling brave at the moment! I think Borage is just saying that I have a very resilient personality, I tend to keep going. I planted Borage a few years ago and it still grows in the pot/planter whilst all the other plants in it have died (I did warn you I was a rubbish gardener!).
The book mentions forgetfulness and I never really understood what that meant - but I think I do now. I get so bogged down in the details, in the how and why I just fail to move. When I say 'hey i'm going to do xyz whatever the weather' it tends to happen! Like me driving to glastonbury, like me starting this blog, like me announcing to the world I am going to the 2010 Tarot Conference in London in October. I have no idea how to get there, where it is and I wont know anyone there (OK I know folks from the AT site but not actually physically met them before).
So, jumping head first can be good :D
I feel it also suggests that I need to just let go and forget whats been and gone, dont let the ties drag you down.

Card 3 - The centre (the main theme, opportunity or challenge, this is the focus of the spread) Bramble Ux
This seems odd, the 2 previous cards have been very inclusive, very open and receptive. Now we have Bramble that has a fence... I feel like there should be sign on here saying 'do not pass'.
I feel here is that now I am aware of the connections (Flax) and my independence to jump around the place (Borage) that I need to preserve this 'mobility' I now have. I've had a feeling like this before, to celebrate my Maidenhood. OK so its not *THAT* maidenhood (I hear ya giggling as you read this), but Im at a time of my life that has no big attatchments, no huge responsibilities. Course I have my nursing studies, my tribe, my family etc, but they are expressions of me, none of them bind me, none of them make me feel trapped or have to explain myself. Perhaps this reflects my singledom in that, for now, a bloke in my life is just not where my energy should be right now.
I have freedom, I have time to explore all of what Spirit has instore for me and that needs to be protected, by me and by THEM. Although I imagine THEIR thorns are a bit bigger than a bramble's lol.


Card 4 - This is what is needed to succeed ( the elbow-grease to make it materialise, the follow up to magical workings etc) Puffball
Awww I love this froggy friend. Frog is an energy I feel very connected to, and was important to me on my Bardic journey :) The Frog card in the DAO has mushrooms on, so its only fair these Puffballs have an amphibious friend too.
The book echos Flax but on the Inner Realms. I've done the physical stuff to make connections, to find my place on the Wyrd and make myself 'known' again. Now Puffball suggests I need to do lots of work on the Inner Realms, with THEM and with Spirit. I did a ritual last night for the first time in ages that was just for me, and I felt so nourished and connected. I need to make time to be out under the stars and calling on their names as I call on the elements, I need to toast to the rising moon and the setting sun. Its not easy with shifts, with REALITY, but I need to make that time. Its important, its necessary.
This could also be why Bramble has appeared and spoken of my 'Maidenhood' because its hard to be dedicated to ritual and personal practice when someone wants you to pop over for coffee 'sorry hunny Im too busy outside freezing my arse off talking to Ursa Major tonight for coffee and cuddles' doesnt go down well - plus I feel guilty saying no to people!
But this all needs to be grounded in humility and service to Spirit. Not to make me feel 'holier than thou', which isnt very me anyways, but can happen to anyone. Plus work will balance me out. No finer way to feel humble and grounded than dealing with wee and poo LOL.

Card 5 - The Direction you are headed (future outlook)Mandrake
Hmm well the beginning of romantic love isnt really appropriate here.. the coins in the card seem right but not right at the same time. I feel perhaps its just a card of good luck, of a good omen for this fertile period.
The stuff about relief from pain is interesting, but I dont know how it can relate.
This is obviously a card I need to meditate on :)
I do see that is has a warning though - of obsession. Whilst I LOVE working with the DPO I can see that it needs to be carefully balanced. So, like last weeks big reading, theres that suggestion that it needs time to amplify, to settle, to be processed and digested. Not just lots of random spreads for the sake of playing with the DPO.
Hmmmm.
Card 6 - Advice card (what you need to do next). The Banes
Oh Im excited to see the Moon in this card! Granted its a full moon, but I can live with that LOL. Perhaps thats a very obviously symbol to do a next big spread or magical working at the full moon, keep the power and momentum going?
The book talks about the unexpected. And the unexpected brought me to this place, the PDR threads, going to glasto and even my break up. Whilst it was very unexpected and random, I can see that it was obviously for reasons that aren't meant for me to know just yet. So theres that slight surrendering continuing, that the unexpected occurs, we experience the love, the joy, the tears and the turmoil and then we process. Gods I make it sound like an initiation of some kind... oooh goosebumps as I type that.. interesting!!!!

Card 7 - The base card Juniper
:) I do love this card. I have all the 'know-how' in my bag of tricks (the cranebag in the card). Its in me, in my heart, in my head, and now its the time to just see and feel what happens. I've done this with working with Horse, and now it seems Im to do it again with the plants.
Juniper has a common ally with the Justice card in the DCT, of spider. Thinking about it Flax too is associated with webs and spiders. oooooh. One thread has gone, another is made, the scales have tipped and something new is here in my life! How fantastic!
One of the keywords to Juniper is Magic :D Whilst is only magical if you accept the wonder, dont poke at it, dont demand to know why or feel threatened when you are put on a path without your full 'consent' before hand.

On another note, I haven't physically met a juniper tree/bush before. Perhaps i need to get my hands on one :) Of course, all I'll want to do is put on a long beard and shout at people for eating my juniper berries (Life of Brian reference, is you havent seen it, I demand you watch it!).

What a spread, lots of stuff going on, lots of positivity and a new perspective of what I have been randomly connecting to recently. See, there is a great synchronicity in the universe! There is also so much blue! I need to ponder this further, what blue and the plants could mean. Hmmph


Oh and I would like to thank Guided Hermit from AT for finding me that 'why me' processing end of relationship spread :) Its a fab spread and I have used it, but I've decided to not share it here as I felt the plants were trying to kick me out of focusing on whats been and severed and focus on this new energy, this new 'purpose' the Gods have planned for me :) But I do thank you! Taking Juniper to heart, Ive dealt and processed stuff and to post it up would just rehash it for me, infect the wound etc. Plus, it keeps things honourable and above board.

And last random note, Sulis on AT is making me a bag and reading cloth for my DPO. If you'd like to see her work, please look at her website Tarot Sulis for her bags, her cloths and for readings. Its been a pleasure walking the creative process with her and I look forward to showing off my bag and cloth when it appears! Of course, piccys will be taken and here for you all to see :D

Blessings from the serenity of the moonlit Garden
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