
Day 3 of the daily challenge.Nearly slipped up!
This evening I have pulled
Page of Pentacles, 4 of Pentacles, Queen of swords all in SI

In the filmstrip the Page and the 4 of pents are covering eachother. Its like a childhood storing away of 'treasure'... I sometimes have an issue with letting go of stuff, getting bogged down with it all and too scared to just RELEASE. I like to hold on to stuff, even if it makes me miserable. Im odd lol. Yesterdays cards i feel reflect that, and tonight I had thought about doing a reading and going deeper into that icky black pool, plunging deeper into its self loathing and selfobession...
But the Queen of Swords, has her sword in her hand, and its like a golfclub.. she is ready to swing and just knock them way out of the sunset. LOL Letting go, just fly away.. and laugh madly at it :D Cut the crap, get on with it. Theres love it in, theres knowing its all for the good, but why not be mad as well?
Awesome stuff.
I think I heard someone today call me an insufferable know it all.. well, today I smile at that and go 'thank you' rather than getting all caught up in the insult and then clinging on to it and getting upset... I just let it slide lol.
The
Page of Cups from yesterday I think is related here.. that feeling of insecurity etc that I get, needing a bit of awwww your love kinda treatment.. tonight I can smile and go 'im loved, I know it' and laugh about it:)
That Queen is a manic queen of laughter :D